A fresh start. 2012

hello people whoever is reading my dead blog. finally a year has come and gone. this year has been... normal i guess. nothing much to say, the same old things, but more i guess. tears, happiness, fights, love, hurt. same story different people. but along the way i found good people, maybe some who left, and some who got left behind. but they all left a certain memory behind that no one can replace. (ok i have no idea what cock i'm saying now) i'm just going to make this short. wanted to make dedications to people. but i don't think i will. thank you 2011 but everything. making mistakes, taking a chance, falling down and having to learn to get back up even though it hurts, having once in a lifetime miracle with the one i love. yesterday's feelings should be kept as yesterday's. 2012, bring it on! but please be good to me. :( 

new year's eve: mother forced me out of the bed to go to the doctor's... then went home for awhile showered and went over to jae's. stayed there till night and met the rest at cine. and then over to zouk area and had this really awkward and bad time -.- so in the end we went over to buy liquor cabbed to clark quay and it was already about 11.45? 15 min left till countdown. bad countdown, but it was ok. after that the rest of the night was ok, cause had consumed alcohol. thanks for people who cared for me :) ok nvm. some people i just wish they can stay for a long time. but people leave, they always do. it's just a matter of time. we'll see. happy new year!!