Blink of an eye, you left.

                                                  Exactly what i'm feeling at this very moment.

Finally i'm sitting down and blogging! ok, i 'm finally done with the first week of school, i realised i have like 2 years of catching up to do for all 6 subjects. sigh, accounting is really hard, screwing my brain over it and other subjects. Mother and brothers are probably on the way home now from sg. and she's bringing some of my stuff to indonesia. ^^ and hopefully next week i can go back singapore for the weekend, really can say quite desperate to see some of my friends. Down here i have no freedom and no life, just hate it here. But i wouldn't mind staying here for this year just to accompany my dad and make him happier :) I just hate how i'm missing all the fun and everything over back in singapore, going out, chalets and some moments i really feel like i want to go down to see my friends, usually i can just go, but now i'm so far away... just a new environment that i'm not used to. not going back late or having the freedom to do whatever i want. feels so weird, but no point being angry or frustrated over it.. Haven't smoke for almost 1 week, can you believe it? o.o i'm so proud of myself! Today is a friday which means everyone is probably out having fun so i have no one to talk with over skype or whatever and i'm so lazy to go in indonesia. ok nvm.... anw i dyed my hair black! everyone back in sg say i look more decent and guai. lol! that's good :) finally have black hair after 4 years. So i've been a very good friend and skype with szemin everynight even though i have so much things to do but i still acc her :) especially since benny went in, she's been feeling sad... but good that she's feeling better! i know she can't wait to see me  hahahah! i miss a lot of my friends... actually just some... realised that some don't put in effort at all.. but i don't blame them, won't care too much either.

screenshot from the video they made! i think they were at some house party, hahah. thanks sheryl, junqiang, kelvin and bihong <3. even though it was a short one, still very touched loh! <3 <3

just some pictures taken from tumblr, everything that describes my feelings for you.. okcan. not gonna write anything, all these are enough to help them say what i feel. thank god for tumblr.