Dancing, in love.

i realised the last time i posted was july 17. wow. its been almost 3 months. many things have happen, but i'm not going to write much about it simply because i don't think that thinking about it will make things better or make it ok. i feel very fucked up now -.- i'm going to rant about my school. imagine if they see me writing about this now because all screens are like monitored. lol, joke. its like 1.31pm now, and im in the library with only one guy here, everyone else is like practicing for un night or what. and i have no un group -.- you all must be thinking what is un group. i think un stands for united nations? i don't know. its where everyone have to join like country group and do a performance. funny and a waste of time? i think so too. so apparently i'm the only one with no group. even new kids have a group. cause i don't bother so much also, but if i kana caught then i gg.com :) so i tried to escape out of the school just now i think like 4 times. super desperate to go out because i am very bored. the problem with my school is that its on top of a fucking mountain. like literally not kidding. the school looks like rubbish bin and its looks like we only need to pay $1 to join or something, when we pay so much thousands of $$$, you have to climb up hundreds of steps, and its not even straight. free open zoo, monkeys and snakes are most welcomed. run around taking food from the dustbin. awesome ^^. so there's two ways to get out of the school . one is from basement, the other one from upstairs. both is IMPOSSIBLE to get out. both security sibei xl. they will actually call the teachers and ask if i got the perimssion to go out or not. wtf??? and cannot climb up the gate or what because they lock it ?? and the road is really straight, there's no place to hide. so they will know if you run away or not. and walking down the stairs takes a few minute. even if you run one of the teachers will sure catch you. yay ^^ i love my school. _'_ now i have to stay here for a long long time. nice